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Hi, my names Devin. im 17. I recently meet this girl, Jessie, and i have pretty much fallen for her i am sure. We meet in school and soon came to be close friends, but i find out she has a boyfriend that is in fresno california, we are in san antonio texas. well we ended up liking each other, i probubly liked her more than she did me i told her i feelt strongly for her, and she was confused cause she supposibly love the guy in cali more. I was hurt i didn't want to hurt her or lose her so i backed of and told her to forget about it that she was like a sisster to me. And since then we would always hang out and she was my best friend, but i always get a pain in my heart that i try and shove away that i still like her. Well not long ago her boy in cali started getting upset that we were always hanging out. so i tried to talk to him. via aol "hey watsup look i know your jealous about me hanging out with jessie, tell me what i can do to help", well i aparently frased it wrong.... and now jessie calls me up and tells me we cant hangout....i am so hurt right now i haven't told her i still love her.. im afraid she'll push me away... but now she hates me...and because i tried to help i screwed it all up... i really dont know what to do... sorry i know it sounds like im obsest with her but i like her and i enjoy being around her and now thats gone...What should i do tell her now when its all messed up that i still love her, never mention it, or just leave it completly and never be friends again? and to who ever gives me advice thanks... i really need it.